[Firestarter]

So how did this, so called reality/ matrix get here? In all of the articles I have read on this Forum, I am yet to see a plausible explanation. If there was a 'big bang' who set the charges? If evolution, what started that and how is it so incredibly complex?

Like so many other “scientific” hypothesises, the Big Bang has never been proven. Even if it is “proven”, this still doesn’t explain how it started (just like the theory of evolution doesn’t explain how life got started)...

The problem is that the notion of a supreme “God” doesn’t explain the origins any better, because it doesn’t explain how or who made this supreme “God”. I don’t even understand why it matters what is the origin of “creation”.
Maybe there are some things were not supposed to understand. Not because it is so damn “complex” but simply because we’re too damn stupid!

If it is lizard shape shifting aliens from another dimension, how did that happen.

The strange thing is that (like the best of conspiracy theories) David Icke’s theories comes so close that to the truth that this “truth” is then made preposterous by all of the fake stories that he also supports.

The elite claim to descend from Anu, Enki, Enlil – the original Trinity.
Genesis 1:26-27 of the Tanach (Old Testament) says that.

And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.
So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.

So the God of the Bible isn’t one, like the Annunaki...

Genesis 4:1-2:

And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the LORD.
And she again bare his brother Abel. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground.

I read here that Eve had gotten Cain “from the LORD”, which looks like she was inseminated by the “LORD” (a.k.a. the “serpent” or “Satan”): https://www.lawfulpath.com/forum/viewtop...t=60#p6374

As for reading and studying all the alternative religions or narratives, my conversion, was not a not a religious one. Religion is man made and is man's ideas, often influenced by the other Garden Eden Spiritual being mentioned, know as 'the deceiver' the one who's influence, is flat to the floor in this current World. He too knows how it ends and what is his fate, afterwards.

You contradict this later in your post as you describe becoming a "born again Christian" (if I understand correctly), which is "religion" designed by man to enslave the masses...

The guy who told me, his born again story, was also a former soldier friend who had a similar MO, as me but he had now changed.
I attended a meeting with him, not in a Church but an old cinema that the Christian's were using. I was baptized by full immersion and after prayer, a first time experience for me, I received God's Holy Spirit and I spoke in other tongues. From that day to this my life has turned around 180 degrees.

It sounds good that you bettered your life. Maybe now is the time to take the next step, and leave this "Christianity" that will obscure the truth...
It looks to me like you've left your life of drugs, alcohol and sin, so don't need the unholy gospel anymore!